We've been having a lot of health issues lately and months have gone by with no signs of any diagnosis or help for what's going on, physically. it SUCKS. It's been hard; i've broken down a few times or snapped at loved ones, and Seán's also had a few breakdowns, but we're just having to take turns comforting each other and just weather it out, you know? I'm grateful we have each other. I'm grateful for the other alters too; we took a break from hosting/fronting yesterday (not all day just a few hours) and let someone else do it for awhile. I'm grateful for our dog and how nice she is to us, and I'm greatful for our family who's been very understanding about everything and have been trying to help us feel better about this whole mystery-crisis thing. Most of all though is my greatfullness for Seán, but like. Duh. He's my husband- he's my favourite everything ever. anyway, yeah. "screaming into the void and EATING OUT ORGANS and biting and mauling and going FERAL" and all that. "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA" like you know. you get it. You know the vibes. We shall pull through tho!!! Mcloughlins forever <33333 We are so poggers. I BELIEVE. (not in steve but def in us) still tho these doctors better hurry the FRICK FRACK UP OVER HERE i'd very much like to know why our everything isn't working!!!!!!
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