you know i think i'm doing that THING again
I got upset about something else earlier tofay an i just got upset about the IDR labs thing too, and i even made big ol textbloxks about both of them trying to sound "smart" and "normal" (youll notice my slang words and cutesy stuff like "forgor" got tampered down on and i used more big vocab i know) to get across why/how they upset me, which is valid but like
we just got some results back from the doctor and have another appointement coming up (one of ehich is a BIG DEAL) and are about to have a big social chaneg too and like- I think im doing that thing where i'm upset abotu something and it makes me more upset/sensetive to everything else an i'm just exploding everywhere all over the place. maybe i should like,,,, not talk to ppl to avoid that. I dont want every convo i have rn to just be "OH AND *THIS* THING IS ALSO DUMB AND HERES WHY" like its not very fun to only say negative stuff so maybe i should...nap and doodle and watch silly yt videos and like,,, avoid the world for awhile until i feel better. i think im gona do that.
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